woah...
Thats one sad story. On one hand its beautiful, the dead husband is protecting her, and on the other its terrible, he wont let her end her suffering. Its a viscious cycle. I liked the idea, infact i cant find anything wrong with this one. Suicide isnt the "cowards way out" or the easy way out or whatever, I think it takes alot of courage to blow your brains out, and pull a trigger and go into the unknown beyond. When a person decides to commit suicide, it is to end alot of pain and misery, that they cannot handle themselves. People just dont say hey, no pizza, lets go jump of a building.
Oh and that was me, and that razor blade curled up like that, I would immediately go and rob a bank, and go crazy, as i would think i was bullet proof.